Not Today, directed by Aditya Kripalani and starring Rucha Inamdar, Harsh Chayya and Vibhawari Deshpande, offers an emotionally stirring narrative that highlights the theme of suicide with depth and sensitivity. The film centers around two strangers who are introduced through a suicide prevention helpline.
Rucha Inamdar plays Aliah Rupawala, a 24-year-old, a Bohri Muslim, who joins a suicide prevention counselling centre. The film travels along her journey as she navigates through her first day at work. Rucha delivers one of her best performance till date. While she has delivered strong performances in her previous work, Not Today allows her to fully showcase her versatility and emotional depth. The way she brings Aliah’s journey to life—starting as someone seemingly fragile and evolving into someone resolute and wise—showcases her skill as an actor.
For example, when she panics, her vulnerability tugs at your heartstrings, making you feel for her deeply. Yet, at the same time, you’re left wanting to warn her against being so seemingly naive. As the film progresses, you begin to understand that her initial innocence masks a sharper, more intuitive mind. Aliah’s decisions, which may appear impulsive at first, gradually reveal themselves as grounded in inner strength and clarity.
The film doesn’t shy away from exploring the complexities of mental health, and Inamdar’s delicate balance between vulnerability and strength keeps the audience engaged throughout.
Aditya Kripalani’s direction is notable for its restraint. Rather than sensationalizing the subject matter, he allows the film to unravel organically, focusing on the subtleties of human connection. The minimalistic setting creates an intimate atmosphere, emphasizing the importance of conversation, which becomes the lifeline in this tense, emotional narrative.
The pacing of Not Today is deliberate, allowing viewers to absorb the gravity of the situation. The dialogue between the characters is thoughtfully written, revealing layers of emotional depth and nuance. Kripalani offers moments of silence that are as powerful as the spoken words, letting the characters’ emotions speak volumes.
